I have a lot on my mind right now……I love him but idk if I can trust him. I mean I trust him that he wont hurt me physically. But idk if I can trust him not to leave me or cheet on me…
. Dont get me wrong he takes care of me and everything. I just idk….. I don’t think I deserve. Him after everything I put him threw…… I just hope he’s different. Ily mitchell navada clark

So here I am… sitting with Mitchell and his family. I love him so much that if i even try to feel feelings for him I cry. He means so much to me and I hope he doesnt break my heart.

so even though we loose what we love we fight for it…. during…after… before…. we fight. I suppose it is in our nature to fight for what we want even though we know in the end it will destroy us. And it sucks… to be quite frank it sucks really bad…. you go threw the case of withdrawal. You deal with crying in the middle of the night… not going to school but instead of just sitting in bed sleeping or watching the notebook. You get so upset you literally get sick…. but then what happens when you no longer have the energy to fight. You’re just so sick of not being what anyone wants and you don’t want to fight the world anymore… and yeah… it sucks…. we love… we fight… then we loose…. most of the time no matter what